… it's always, sometimes, often the time to find your balance. Sometimes a harder time than others, sometimes an easier...

So I'm taking a new medication these days in order to treat hemiplegic migraine - for those playing at home it's like...

... To be sitting at work on Xmas, thinking broken thoughts? I've caught my reflection's gaze a few times today and...

Ah well, the topic of the last entry turned into an odd few months. Nothing concrete, nothing real, but it's hard to...

Hello world, n It seems I've often started entries like that. Perhaps it's a longing for a simpler time, when the...

nHello world.n n nIt strikes me that I've begun entries in a similar fashion before. I'd search and look, but I'd...

This is the way the degree ends. Not with a bang, but with exultation. Pardon me. It's been a long time coming, and I'm...

Hello world. I'm currently sitting on the seventh floor of a medical officer residence with Portable Air Conditioning...

Well, it's been some six months-ish since I last poked my head in here, said hello and spent a half hour or so...

It has been, shall we say, a longer time than I'd planned. My last post seems to have been in November, when I had...

So it's been an… interesting few weeks. Hell, it's been an amazing few weeks. A friend asked me tonight online...

It's been a little while since I posted - a few things have happened, and I'll do a more detailed and thrilling...

I'm not a massive fan of this time of year. Sure. The plants are blooming, there's some gorgeous flowers, the weather...

Okay, this post is likely at this point to be several things. It's likely to be morbidly depressing, quite possibly...

nIt's 10:30pm, and at this point I've been awake for nineteen hours, and taking out the two hours of sleep I managed...

So the last entry here was... melodramatic? Perhaps. It's not often I use an ellipsis to title things these days except...

Oh hello there, soul-crushing paranoid melancholic loneliness. I was wondering when you were going to come back. Was it...

Hello world.n nn It's been a few weeks, really, hasn't it? There's been a very rapid period of change going on, change...

I apologise for the lack of recent updates, having poor internet plus moving plus a new phase of degree plus busy = bad...

nSometimes it's a mistake. Sometimes it's not. And sometimes, just sometimes, it's both at once. I'm talking at the...

When they call you name, will you walk right up, with a smile on your face? No ladies and gentlemen, it's a rhetorical...

I sit my first OSCE tomorrow - that's an objective structured clinical examination, for those playing along. It's a...

Today I received the best news I've had in six months. At this point, I do not need surgery. I was looking down the...

It doesn't really get better from the last entry. If anything, it gets worse. Admittedly I've finished psych, got a...

nI'm hoping this doesn't descend into self-pity, as I suspect it may as I'm working without filters these days. Gasp...

nI was going to do a proper post tonight, but I'm afraid it would teeter from one emotional extreme to another and...

nThis is likely to be short, albeit probably not saccharine. I'll get back with more at some point in the near future,...

"You seem a bit low, or maybe just exhausted." n"You need to learn to turn off your heart!" n"Wow, you really are...

So, the Beatles tell us, happiness is - and so, *Across the Universe* showed us, is being addicted to opiates while...

Mark Twain, when writing about Jeanne d'Arc, found it difficult to comprehend certain 'truths' about her that were...

Hello there internet. It's been a few weeks, hasn't it, and I hear you've been a bit unwell. I'm sorry to hear about...

nWarning: the following text has been read and classified as containing some contemplation, some complaint, some...

It's been about ten days since I last had a long and organised rant on this online space, and oh what a rant it was...

Right now, you and I have a slight deficit in our agreement on what should be happening. I think I've had a slight...

Right now, this world is quite/very/fucking painful. This would be a second Geriatricageddon post but I both a) wasn't...

I intended to post earlier, on the first day of my geriatrics rotation at TWH (Wollongong Hospital) but honestly, it's...

Well, it's been a bit longer than I'd anticipated since the last entry. Or rather, the last-but-one entry, as I...

So ecto decided that it is beyond its capabilities to let me post an entry tonight. Okay, no, no that’s cool. I’ll just...

I've never really been one of those people who sits back at the end of the year and casts a discerning eye on what has...

So I'm several days into the holiday and I must observe: I've had a course of antibiotics, had blood taken, a MSU...

It's Friday night, and I'm all alone in Nowra. None of the nice physio friends are around, none of the other med kids...

Today I relearned how to make paper cranes. n A member of our student group at the GSM sadly died two weeks ago in a...

Hello there world. It's me. Yep. n I find myself in a slight pickle this evening - for the first time in living memory...

I'm sorry about the lack of updating for a while, dear audience. I had initially intended to make this a...

I was going to start this entry with a term of endearment directed at an old-fashioned paper appointment book, but I...

Well, I’ve survived coming ‘home’, as it were, to Nowra Hospital. Or, let’s be fair - the Shoalhaven District Memorial...

Hello there, livejournal. It's been a while. In an amusing sense, I dropped by more out of curiosity to see how long...

Christmas is a wonderful time of year. For time off, random goings on, and playing with technology. This should be...

Christmas is a wonderful time of year. For time off, random goings on, and playing with technology. This should be...

--- Perhaps a misnomer of a title, as this isn't going to be a majorly long post, but rather a few dot points of...

So I'm delivering on two promises here. The first is that I'm finally 'life updating' here. The second is another quiz,...

--- Well. I've finally started what I wanted to do last summer - shoot another short film. For those who haven't seen...

For the Evangelion fans amongst us... ---  Yes, that's Evangelion...

Just a quick post here to show you all the poster for the new James Bond film - well, a wallpaper I found of it anyway....

There are three things I would primarily like to note here: The first is that it is irritating when your car, being...

Ladies and gentlemen, in the interests of disclosure, I thought a post here might be interesting and fun... and why...

--- Would​ you date someo​ne talle​r than you? Eh. No idea. How much taller are we talking - ie, where's my eye level?...

--- 1. When was the last time you hurt yourself? rnI flagellated myself with a whip after missing five minutes of...

I'm bored and tired, so I took this from Katie, and that way if people actually respond it might motivate me enough to...

--- Sorry to disappoint... I'm procrastinating from working for uni, hence the following :) rn1. Last time you had...

Just a brief list (snagged from Jen) about a few things happening/incorporated into the new annum. *Films seen at...

[The](http://enchant.wondershock.net/?page_id=4) [Internet](http://enchant.wondershock.net/?page_id=5)...

Stolen from Jon, because I just finished work and am hungry and not thinking straight, and it made me laugh aloud. :)...

So this is a meme. Ironic, that I'm having a random break from livejournal and return to post a random meme. Anyway,...

 That is all ^_^ rnAlcata'riel. *-Andiyar*

Because this amuses me:  ^_^ Alcata'riel. *-Andiyar*

Well, for those who stayed off reading last time due to incompleteness, or for those who are curious, here's the...

I'm putting up the current prose work I am prose working on, for fun and giggles and possible feedback. Do keep in mind...

And so it [ends](http://www.dragonmount.com/RobertJordan/). I don't know what to think, really. Kirky and I joked about...

Ines. Rhian. Carla. Madeleine. Now, what do those four names (or people, if you prefer to be nice and human), have in...

Another entry, with a title. I'm regressing. This one's to post my poetry folio I'm handing in tomorrow, at least the...

Okay, so I'm a bit bored and am going to both post a brief update and some stuff I've been working on. I may also get...

--- So I'm playing the letters game, and I'm supposed to find ten things I 'love' that start with an 'M'. There's some...

So I have some news. I'll share it in dot point form, and then I'll give a quiz, which I know is the only reason you're...

--- Do this and repost it with the title:rnI've done --- out of the 132 stupid things. Level 1rn() Smoked A...

I love ADV films. Just because, well, you know...  rnThere'll be a...

Aww:  rnIsn't that cute? ^^ rnAlcata'riel. *-Andiyar*

For a fun and effortless game: - Bold all of the following TV shows which you've ever seen 3 or more episodes of in...

The following is a rather extensive article I've written concerning the state of broadband in Australia, specifically...

--- 1. Who were you with last night? Lance, Sam, Tegan, Laurent. Ran into Andrew at home, but the rest of us hung...

--- 1. Where is your brother right now? I believe he is asleep next door to me. Well, kinda next door. Through a wall....

Well, finished editing my essay today (apart from last minute twitches tonight, perhaps), so with that in mind, and...

Incidentally, and nonwithstanding that I posted only about six hours ago, I have decided to stick up my current...

I'm going to do a trio of quizzes here, as I've just about hit the 1000 word mark in my 3000 word essay and feel like a...

Here's my final poetry folio I'm working on at the moment. These are all final drafts, they are complete poems but are...

[...](http://www.starcraft2.com/) I. Love. You. Blizzard. I want to have your babies. All of them. I am seriously...

Well. I got my gamsat results this afternoon. Breakdown: Section I - 67rnSection II - 74rnSection III - 60rnOverall -...

With a wonderful flash of inspiration, I have decided to break this post up into more easily digestible sections, each...

Didn't go to work tonight. Went and saw Cats at the WEC. Close friend of mine was in it - she played a cat. Etcetera,...

I've decided to go through a long and involved bookmarks/contacts list for a singular purpose... and that purpose is to...

Two things. Non serious, then serious. :) --- [x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking. [x] Gum has...

[Jesus. Fucking. Christ](http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/news/2007-04-27/adv-licenses-air-tv-movie). rnI am in shock...

I was going to post a long and somewhat irate rant here tonight, based on certain events™ of the day and the day before...

some very brief points. • [sola](http://www.sola-project.com/) is made of win. Matsuri is just awesomely awesome....

--- There's going to be overlap here. But I'm bored, so that's cool. rn((A)) 1. What do you want for your Birthday? A...

In deference to [this](http://andiyar.livejournal.com/39611.html?thread=84411#t84411). I went to uni today. I handed in...

Okay. So [this](http://www.apple.com/pr/library/2007/04/02itunes.html) is pretty cool. Assuming the other labels...

--- ***Papyrus*** rnShe leaned forward, hair flaring over her shoulders in waves of metallic copper that cascaded over...

Went to Redfern today. Did the gamsat; drank a lemon, lime & bitters; and ate some wedges with sweet chilli sauce....

In the spirit of my last post, though greatly extended:...

[clicky](http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/MyAnime/collection.php?user=andiyar&categ=5) Shameful, da? Alcata'riel....

--- LIFE SITUATIONS 1. If you were to find out you were pregnant what would you do? For one thing, I'd instantly...

Things I have done recently that I have not yet gotten around to talking about but will probably eventually detail in...

Dual updates, I know, how strange - and yet not so, as I thought this should be placed here as well as elsewhere....

I would just like to point out the fact that Canadian girls are incredibly hot. Yes, that's about it really. Seriously...

It's moments like [this](http://www.megatokyo.com/index.php?strip_id=950) (bottom left panel) that I am reminded, yet...

Bored. --- ~*The Basics*~ Your full name: Benjamin W. --What does it mean?: son of the right handed wagon driver. Yep....

Just a couple of things. First a brief rambling update to my previous 'Deathly Hallows' post, which basically consists...

So according to various sites across the intarweb, Harry Potter's seventh adventure is named "The Deathly Hallows"....

I feel like testing something:  rnYay for musically...

kick up your hands,rnsing and dance my childrenrnwith joy and love irony? pick a peck of steeled-icesrnwhich slide...

Well, it's a bit of a weird day... I'm actually going to *commend* the government of Australia for two things today....

I've just figured something out... kinda. Well, realised is more likely than 'figured something out' I suppose. This...

So. ...

We've watched while the stars burned rnout, creation played in reverse. The universe freezing in half light. Once I...

Not exactly the entry I promised before my exam, but I'll get around to that one shortly - I want to include results as...

So. For the interested: [I, Apostle](http://apostle.andiyar.com). I'll do a more detailed post shortly - going to go...

So, essay is now finished (printing in the other room as I type) and I thought I may as well share it. Commentary is,...

Okay. Surrealism just grew to be all brands of awesome (yes, I'm aware of the inherent un-Englishness of this phrase,...

Assignment Status: WRIT222 Extended Prose - Novel Extract: COMPLETE (final edits). Due tomorrow/today. WRIT222 Extended...

So I'm writing up the first chapter of my novel to be handed in on Thursday for assessment. Thought I might as well...

So I've finished the folio, and decided to share it with all of you fine people. Aren't I wonderful? --- I think I'll...

Doing a poetry folio at the moment. Below is my attempt at a sestina, with a suitably witty name. Have a few other...

well, since I'm bored. --- ~Initial Attraction~rnYour... bad grammar, correct word "you're". Gender: malernAge: 22 &...

So. [Four new Evangelion movies](http://www.animenewsservice.com), written & directed by Hideaki Anno, character design...

Hm. So I'm setting an 'all time record' for this journal right now, by posting a third successive daily post. And how...

In honour of Tegan. --- 1. FIRST NAME? Benjamin. 2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Not that I know of, no. 3. WHEN DID...

Well. THE MANIFESTO FOR THE FOUNDING MOVEMENT OF PROPAGANDIST ART rnArt for the sake of art is dead. The progress of...

I would like to point out a few brief things. Firstly, being sick is absolutely crap. Especially being continuously...

I am feeling somewhat overcome with pride for Gracie this evening. And it is a rather geeky and somewhat self-amused...

Well, it appears that, I must confess to something. --- Thanks for ordering from Amazon.co.jp. Your purchase...

I would like to make a small request of all of my myriad hordes of readers. It's not too onerous really, and concerns...

Isn't the old saying "to go forwards you must sometimes move backwards" such a fun thing to contemplate. Especially as...

Woo. I feel like a real, honest to goodness LJ member, doing another quiz that I may have done before anyway. I really...

So. BIOL320 Molecular Cell Biology - Pass @ 57%rnWRIT212 Prose Fiction 200 - Credit @ 73%rnWRIT219 Modernist Theory -...

Last Monday, being the 19th of June 2006, I did something that I haven't done in quite some time - namely lie/sit down...

A battle has been fought and now is over. Place your sword on the ground and rest in the temporal peace,rnAfter dozing...

*Will I?* rnfields, trees, houses merge in faces ofrnshattered shimmering bloody mud-stainedrnenamel on the cathedral...

Isn't it amazing the amount of baggage that is attached to words, particularly to names, when used in the English...

Should be studying for bio prac exam on Monday. Am instead procrastinating. Go me! --- 1) Are your parents married or...

Never, ever, trust Miles near a piece of Apple Computer hardware....

A few brief points, dredged from the recesses of my brain (or what passes therefore). rn• 'Maurice Guest' by Henry...

Another entry based on a song - this one seems to be reflecting me almost perfectly at the moment, in terms of...

Tegan's quiz of procrastination. My quiz of "probably should be sleeping right now, eh" :) --- 1. First grade teacher's...

*Helplessly hopingrnHer harlequin hovers nearbyrnAwaiting a word rnGasping at glimpses of gentle true spiritrnHe runs...

This is just a brief post and a link to say farewell to Elis, a beautiful cat, and her two adorable kittens. They were...

Because I am bored and avoiding doing my readings for prose, also avoiding obtaining lecture notes for bio. Read, and...

It's funny when you suddenly realise something that the core of your self is based on, when you just haven't really...

*child of the wildernessrnborn into emptinessrnlearn to be lonelyrnlearn to find your way in darkness who will be there...

For the hell of it, I decided to put together a comprehensive list of all of my 'material girl' effects - in my case,...

[Gott in Himmel!](http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/article.php?id=8409) rn.... I .... I love you Funi. I thought I'd...

Well, normally I don't do this kind of thing, as I dislike chain emails etc. in general. In fact, I refused to do this...

This is just a heads up for everyone who still emails me using andiyar@epitheisterra.com. The basic message is......

*Remember* I, I feel thatrnwe, we should bernnot here, notrnthere amongstrnshattered scatteredrncracked shards...

Good evening, and welcome to Tonight's program. "The Life and Times of Andiyar." It's been a while since our last show,...

Congratulations, University of Wollongong. In the past four years, i have paid close to $800 for the privilege of...

I'll say here that I will be updating very shortly (by the end of the week) in incredible detail. Well, at least decent...

HEAVEN - Ayumi Hamasaki rnSaigo ni kimi ga hohoendernMassugu ni sashidashita mono warnTada amarini kirei...

Wow. This is still here? Amazing... it's been a while now, hasn't it? Sometimes I wonder why I bother, and whenever I...

Reservations. I love having reservations about my life. It's what makes me aware that yes, something up there is awake...

Since I'm too lazy to actually type up an entry right now, here's something I've been working on to be handed in as a...

Dear Joanne Kathleen Rowling, What you just gave me was priceless. What you did to him was inexcusable, and yet,...

Well, perhaps not, as fish aren't normally my forte. I do love a nice piece of fish, preferably baked with some garlic...

Here's a fun article/rant/essay/thing I wrote this afternoon instead of doing my Theory of Writing readings. It's a bit...

* This story happened along time ago in a galaxy far, far away, It is already over. Nothing can be done to change it....

Perhaps it's time for a bit of a rant, a little bit of a chat on the state of the world, or something similar. Well,...

Was just browsing my mp3 collection tonight, and I thought, "I wonder what songs are the most played around now".......

A pair of points for the day, one serious, one less so. First off, comes this article I read today in the...

It's reasons like [this](http://www.timesonline.co.uk/article/0,,2099-1506280,00.html) that make me wonder exactly how...

Ladies and gentlemen, yes, it is true. This is, surprisingly enough, an update. Is it a decent update? A worthwhile...

*touches of Frostrnechoing, tracernfingernailed caressesrnup down; inside-outsidernfill the void andrnlisten with me....

Am slightly miffed. Had a kernel panic whilst in the middle of typing a long and detailed post. So, here's a summary....

***10th December, 1988*** rnTime. It has passed,rnFlowing life like a river,rnAway from it's source,rnDrawing further...

I would like to apologise for my little deception of everyone concerning my last entry. Well, actually, not so much...

It was raining. The entire world seemed grey, like one of those scenes you see in movies, with the black clad people...

*What do I miss the most? The small things; a touch, a glance, a warm smile, a bantered word. Oftentimes, bigger things...

I thought I'd be boring today and not do a profound quotation from that collected thingy to start off my entry. I might...

*Perhaps both the most difficult, and the most necessary component of being human is the capacity to both acknowledge...

The quest for Armageddon is never futile, it is something that enfolds us all in an envelope of simultaneous love and...

*There was the stage, two red lights and a dodgy P.A. You trod the planks way back thenrnAnd it's strange that you're...

that I can post two days in a row, when I said I could. For the moment, I'll say this: Poetry is progressing, samples...

[Note: This entry was composed over several weeks, in odd bits and pieces. Lack of continuity is probable. You've been...

I feel like making an entry, so I'm doing it now. Surprised? Not as much as I was. In fact, parts of this entry have...

It's tax time again, and, unlike last year, I think I'll actually get the tax returns done... yes, you read that...

Well, quarter past one, actually. But close enough. It'd be a lot easier to name these entries if I didn't insist, in a...

Just a quick post before I run off and do a few things :) Firstly, uni results are out. Passed Chemistry (50), Credit...

Time. Time is space. Space is time. Therefore, I haven't posted here for quite a few kilometers. Ah well. That's life....

Just thought I'd post these here. I'm working up to writing a proper entry, but until then, enjoy the poetry component...

It's the little things in life that matter. That's what they say, isn't it? Anyway, to that effect I'm going to write...

It's been quite a while hasn't it... Easter has come and gone, as, indeed, has April and the majority of what was left...

It's an interesting thought, to sit back, think in stereotypes and see which ones you can make fit yourself - or, if...

Hmm. I just finished fiddling with my journal settings, and have subscribed to some 'email entries' thingy. I thought...

Well well. Isn't this a novelty? Another post in a short period of time... something must be afoot! Seriously, though,...

It's been a little while since I posted here. Thought I might as well have a go at it, include some interesting...

A lot of things have happened since I last wrote what I suppose could be defined as a 'penis size' post - if penis size...

For the interested, the uninterested, and those who are reading for no particular reason whatsoever, I've decided to...

Well, it's been a few days since I said I'd update tomorrow... but then, when I finished typing last time, it was...

Hmm. Well, a brief update here (I'll be more detailed tomorrow - I swear!). Today was an interesting day. Mum and Dad...

Today was what we call a very, very good day. But then, it was a buildup from yesterday, so I suppose I'll start there....

Well, as you might be aware, a few weeks ago I went to the Woolworths Christmas Party. The party this year was a 'fancy...

It's nice to finally not be at Uni again. Although, of course, the rigamarole of marks is yet to come (three hours and...

I feel heartless. As you're aware, I'm currently embroiled in a rewrite of the Fall of the Nervii, my old major work...

Well, I've just finished my first exam of the session (and in doing so, have half finished my exams ;-) ). 'Twas a...

Well, I've begun work on the new version of The Fall of the Nervii tonight, and so far am feeling fairly pleased with...

A few things that I'd been kicking around recently in my mind... well, mostly. And a few clarifications too. ^_^ First...

It seems that a chapter of my life is, at last, drawing to a close. It seems strange to look back on the last couple of...

Well.....here's a little bit of news for the interested and the browsing. In about.. oh... three days, I'll go offline....

I just thought I'd share this with you all (who haven't yet heard it ~_^) It's a motivational song from a...

It's been a while since I wrote anything here... thought I might as well since I had the time. The last week has been...

It's been a few days since my birthday now, and I've come to grips with being 20. ... Now that you've stopped laughing...

It's been an interesting day, today. Fernne (my sister, for the uninformed) graduated from Year 12 today, and after her...

It's been an odd week, to say the least. Uni's now in break (which is nice) and I'm at loose ends for a couple of weeks...

I've just finished proofing the most evil assignment of the year. My second STAT252 assignment is now done, complete,...

Well. Yesterday I went to Nan's funeral at the Lakeside Crematorium at 11am. Just a small family service, really, in...

Well, it's Sunday night, I've finished work, and I've more or less come to grips with my life again. More or less. The...

I'm not entirely sure that it's a good idea to post this, but I thought I should.. yet shouldn't. I said yesterday that...

I really don't know what I'm doing here now, but I feel that I might as well do something, and so, here I am again....

Well now. I've got an exam for Chemistry coming up on Wednesday - or Thursday, if I prefer.. maybe even Friday......

Well now. Finding Nemo finished downloading last night (sometime really early) but I watched the final part of the film...

Hmm. Well, speaking of the devil from my last post here. That server that I mentioned (the mirror one) came back up...

[Edit] I just uploaded myself a couple of 'avatars' to show in the profile box. Currently, the avatar is of Rakka, the...

Well, another Wednesday. Today's been kinda interesting... and boring as well. Was originally going to work today, as I...

Hmm. Well, I've been doing a great deal of thinking recently, about a few things. Quite a bit of what I've mulled over...

Well, not that exuberant. But I could be worse ;) I finally have power. I finally have the internet... I feel alive...

Or so they say, eh? ^_^ I had nothing much to do rather than write this entry...so I'm writing. Yeah. Just finished...

Well, I've finished the book, I'm at Uni waiting for Statistics to start... hey, why not write up this thing? ~_^ At...

Or so I thought. Until I went shopping this afternoon... and was asked the fatal question: "Ben, can you work tonight?"...

Yes. I like the title too. Takes you back, eh? ^_^ At any rate, I'm sitting in the Uni IT labs (Jupiter Lab, for the...

I need sleep. Really. I do. But, since I've decided to be nice to all of my readers (two? ~_^) I'll put it off for a...

Well now. I'm back on my standard computer again... and it's nice to know that my external modem does in fact like...

Yes. Evil. Well. :p At any rate, I've been fiddling with my Uni timetable for this session... as of about an hour ago,...

Well. Burnout, holidays, etc. Welcome to the real world, and then return to the journal. Sounds funny, doesn't it? :)...

Hmm. Well, I've just read Order of the Phoenix again. Took it much slower this time, spaced the reading out over a...

Oh yeah. If you don't want any spoilers or anything about The Order of the Phoenix (Harry Potter 5) I'd advise not...

Well now. That exam I mentioned a few days back.... ugh, and woohoo! It was a long answer/essay examination (for bloody...

Well. Biology exam on Monday morning, 9.00am - 12.15pm, and then I'm out of [Uni](http://www.uow.edu.au/) for four...

Strange, isn't it, life. Funny old world, and all that. I don't know, I'm just feeling a bit.... well, pensive at the...

Well now. I've just gotten home from an amusing shift at work. For those who care, I work on the service desk/smokeshop...

Well. Hasn't it been bloody ages? I was on [iChat](http://www.apple.com/macosx/jaguar/ichat.html) today with an old...

Hell. It's 8.37 in the morning, I've just hung out three loads of washing, and am still exhausted... I think I've had...

Well, I've just finished work and am sitting in front of my laptop, cursing as per normal at it. Normal for the past...

Well well. I've actually bothered to get myself an online journal.... at any rate, this post is mostly a test thingy,...